It's been almost 4 weeks since we last spoke and it's way out of character for me to go without saying anything. I've been beating myself over the head about it but man, I just have really strong feelings for you and I needed time to get myself together. It has nothing to do with anything else or anyone else. I made the decision to stop talking because honestly I got tired of feeling ignored, rejected and feeling like I was unappreciated and just became an option. I don't think I or anyone deserves to feel like that. I knew what I was signed up for when you said you were scared of commitment and when I saw you start to change your views toward it back in August, I ing loved it.. but I feel that after 5 months of the respect I have for you and giving all my effort, motivating, uplifting, encouraging and caring for you and it not being reciprocated, I saw myself chasing that person from then who probably wasn't coming back for me. I feel like I did the best I could and after what I put forward as a man you just didn't think it was worth the gamble of commitment or you just weren't ready for what I had to offer. By now you might not give a about any of it but regardless I feel like nobody should just be left wondering without answers. At the end of the day I make every action with the best intentions put forward and only want your best interest. I'm always gonna wanna see you shine.
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It's been almost 4 weeks since we last spoke and it's way out of character for me to go without saying anything. I've been beating myself over the head about it but man, I just have really strong feelings for you and I needed time to get myself together. It has nothing to do with anything else or anyone else. I made the decision to stop talking because honestly I got tired of feeling ignored, rejected and feeling like I was unappreciated and just became an option. I don't think I or anyone deserves to feel like that. I knew what I was signed up for when you said you were scared of commitment and when I saw you start to change your views toward it back in August, I ing loved it.. but I feel that after 5 months of the respect I have for you and giving all my effort, motivating, uplifting, encouraging and caring for you and it not being reciprocated, I saw myself chasing that person from then who probably wasn't coming back for me. I feel like I did the best I could and after what I put forward as a man you just didn't think it was worth the gamble of commitment or you just weren't ready for what I had to offer. By now you might not give a about any of it but regardless I feel like nobody should just be left wondering without answers. At the end of the day I make every action with the best intentions put forward and only want your best interest. I'm always gonna wanna see you shine.