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YES I HAVE STARTED TO WORK ON THEM......ME AND MY SON ARE BOTH IN COUNCLING..... I START SCHOOL IN THE FALL ......2 YR LAW DEGREEAND I HOPE IT ALL WORKS OUT FOR ME AND MY KIDS

I AM 21 WITH 2 KIDS ..... I HAVE HAD A ROUGH LIFE......TRIED SUICIDE WHEN I WAS 13 ...HAD MY SON AT 15.....FATHER AND I STAYED TOGETHER .UP INTIL NOV...02 DURING THAT TIME ....I HAD MY DAUGHTER.....HE IS ALOT OLDER THAN ME .......THEN I STATED GETTING OLD REALIZING ....I MADE A FEW MISTAKES .....AND HE WAS NOT THE GUY I WANTED TO BE WITH......I DINDT FINISH SCHOOL......WANTED TO GO BACK BUT I AM AFRAID OF FAILING.......SEEMS TO BE WHAT I AM GOOD AT SOMETIMES.......I JUST MET A GUY ABOUT SIX MONTHS AGO I REALLY LIKE HIM ...... THING IS I AM SCARED CAUSE I KNOW HOW HURT I MA STILL OVER THING THAT happened WHEN I WAS JUST A KID AND STILL HAVE ISSUES WITH IT...BIG ONES.......I HAVE A TEMPER LIKE SOMETHING TERRIBLE...... I DONT SLEEP AT NIGHT ANYMORE CAUSE I HAVE NIGHT MARES .....I DONT WANT HIM TO KNOW CAUSE I DONT WANT HIM TO THINK I MA CRAZYYYYYYYY ...... SOMETIMES I STILL GET TO WHERE I HAVE NO WHERE TO TURN......AND WANT TO GIVE UP.....BUT I THINK ABOUT MY KIDS .....I JUST FEEL SO ALONE AND HAVE KNOW ONE TO TALK TO ABOUT SOMETHINGS......AND I HAVE TROUBLE TALKIGN TO PPL CAUSE I DONT WANT THEM TO JUDGE ME

SO PLZ GIVE ME SOME ADVISE

THANKS

I HAVE GAVE HIM HEAD ......I JUST WANT TO TO SOMETHIGN HE WONT EXPECT FROM ME ......I WANT TO DO SOMETHING WILDDDDD WITH AND I JUST DONT HAVE NOOOOOOO CLUEEEE

I AM 21 F/ I HAVE MET A GUY I REALLY LIKE. HE IS OLDER THAN ME. AND I WANT TO PLZZZ HIM HE IS MORE EXPERINCED THAN ME..I WANT TO TRY DIFF.. THINGS BUT I AM JUST TO AFRAID TO TELL HIM AND I WANT TO PLZZ HIM...AND I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO, OR EVEN GO ABOUT IT, TO TELL HIM . HE WANTS ME TO USE SEX TOYS BUT I AM EMBARRESSED TO DO THAT...,,, BUT I WANT TO KEEP HIM HAPPY

SO PLZZ HELP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANKS