Jinky

She text me yesterday, i have no urge to reply. If she texts me a second time; i would reply. But, i think this will be us. She is not the kind of person to give if she isnt getting anything back.

I feel relieved, almost.

NC Day 4, Month since the break up.

She text me, just saying "hey howz you?"... Do i respond?

4 Days NC, thought she would crumble.

I dont wanna be pathetic and childish, but at the same time, dont wanna be a loser anymore?

I have to be frank. Is a 8 week, total knee-jerk reactor, the man for you? Obviously hes been hurt, thus the angry e-mails. It seems to me there is one MAJOR loser in this tale, and thats the women he said he'd never marry.

Its actually like a movie....

11 weeks! It has rebound all over it.

Day 3, feel fine. Think she will crumble soon.

Just started a No-contact, although- somewhat enforced. Shoulda started ages ago.

Why does it hurt so much? Why doesnt she care?

I dont get it.

*sigh*

Just text her, keep it positive. I did.

"Hey bambino, good luck with your race this weekend. Could you bring my stuff through, put the handcuffs in a bag though, lol. Catcha gorgeous."

"Man, u well missing ur * * * * ty dvd! Uhu, will do. U gd?"

...I'm not replying to that though... she can atleast spell....no need to be a c**t about it.

Day 3, i want my stuff back. Should i text her to bring them through?

Its crap, really wanted to talk to her today.

Shes such a beutiful person. It bugs me. Alot.

Never regret anything that made you smile.

Day 2, its hard because she just popped up on my friends on facebook- seemingly uncaring.

I didnt check her page though, so thats alright.

Thought i was feeling nothing. Until just now.:sad:

Starting today. No contact. Just for the craic really.