Dev007

DAY um who cares I lost count

I lost count of how long I haven't talked to my ex. It is so fun to be single and flirt with every girl I see. I still think my ex is great and I would date her again if I had the chance, but i'm not going to sit on my ass and wait when the world is out there waiting for me!!!

Um ok day 7 or 8 or 9 um not sure anymore. Who cares. LOL

Friday. Got drunk with my uncles and my mom haha and got severely sunburned. It was all worth it.

Saturday. Same thing only I also danced with some strippers and I didn't have to pay a dime. Good times good times.

Sunday. No drinking. It's sunday come on. Thought about the ex a little bit but I wasn't sad at all.

I was wondering why this post in is getting back together. Shouldn't it be in healing after break up? Oh well

Good luck everyone

LOL I lost count

Day 5 or 6

Does it matter anymore. I met this awsome girl in one of my classes and I am totally crushing on her. I catch her looking at me all the time and I almost completely forgot about my ex when I was with this other girl. Feeling great.

Day 4

She contacted me because she heard on the grapevine that I was thinking of not being her friend anymore.

That got me thinking about her like crazy.

On the good side, I flirted a lot with the girls in my class. That was fun.

So my day was so so. A bit of a draw back because I illogically think she wants me and I know that isn't true.

Day 3

Started out bad. I thought about her a lot. I kept thinking I am so much better than I was and I want the chance to prove how much better I can be.

Then my day got better. I'm in a nursing class and the ratio is about 8-1 NICE

So I got to flirt a lot today. That was fun

Ended great, wanted to call her and tell her how happy I was but I restrained myself. GO ME!!!! I AM A ROCKIN' STUD

Day 2

Hung out with my family most of the day and went running later.

It was my grandparents 60th anniversery. That was a little depressing because I pictured it being me and my ex GF. I pretty much thought about her the whole day again. I set a goal for myself to get at least 1 date this week. Wish me luck, i'm going to need it ahah

OMG I love it when girls approach me first. It just relieves so much anxiety about what to say when you want to make an impression.

Day 1

I thought about her all day long. It saddens me to be going to bed early on a saturday I can't help but thinking that she is probably going to be out late with her damned new BF. I need to get me a girl.

OK I am starting NC. I told her I would call her after 2 weeks but I won't do that. Wish I had seen this post a week ago before I messed things up big time.

Good luck everyone