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Current mood: crushed
here is some of my recent poems....
Dont ever
dont ever
tell what i did
dont ever
reveal what everyone keeps hid
dont ever
tell of this special nap
dont ever
tell or this thin band holding me back will snap
01-03-07
death at seven
thrust after thrust
she loses his trust
sigh after sigh
she again wishes to die
tear after tear
she lives everyday in complete fear
lie after lie
her body lies there paralized
thrust after thrust
shover after shove
sigh after sigh
tear after tear
lie after lie
at seven that little girl
had to die to survive
01-09-07
its up to me
its up to me
how i respond
its up to me
to repair all the shattered bonds
its up to me
to love what i see
its up to me
to decide i can disagree
its up to me
to make a positive change
its up to me
to make my life positively rearranged
01-16-07
still...
still
fighting to live everydau
still
confused on the right thing to say
still
depressed and low
still
holding on when i need to let go
01-22-07
every mom, except mine
every mom, except mine
is there for her child
every mom, except mine
is caring and mild
every mom, except mine
is always there
every mom, except mine
have EVER cared
02-12-07
scars
scars on my arms.
scars on my legs.
but still there is no scar
bigger than the one
reoppened on my heart.
02-13-07
inexpressable feelings
hurting inside
with inexpressable feelings,
i dont know how to control this.
i want it to end,
but every try is a miss.
i thought i would be ok,
but i'm not.
i tought i could survive,
but i guess i not;
things get worse everyday.
02-13-07
running
running
with no emotional gain
running
but sinking in my pain
running
but no where to go
running
from what, i dont know
02-18-07
tell me what you think...
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not doing good at all! for the past 2 weeks i have been having suicidal thoughts! i dont know why though! i go to therapy tomorrow, but is that soon enough!?!?!? needing some support... dont know wht to do .. i want to cut so badly!!
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in Suicide & Self-Harm
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ok... i am sick of avoiding this... the real reason that i am having such a hard time is because i was raped over the weekend!!! so many mixed feelings... i cant take it!