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just broke up a few nights ago and it feels like it's really over this time. we've been together for almost 2 years and it's been good. we're both women and we both want families and realize that we can't do that with each other. neither of us wants to come out. last night was angry and bad, i dont think there's any turning back. she hasn't called today and i don't know how to sleep without her. i have slept 15 hours in 4 days and haven't eaten much, but definetly smoked enough cigarettes to kill a small pig. what should i do to calm my mind enough to see what to do? is it really over? i know i have to let her cool off but do i have to let it go? i want to call her hear her voice.

she has more of a problem with it than i do. if she was into it i would be there. but she took her keys back from me and packed all my stuff and kicked me out. she hasn't called in four days even though i've left a message. i have to see her tomorrow and i'm scared to see what happens.

just broke up a few nights ago and it feels like it's really over this time. we've been together for almost 2 years and it's been good. we're both women and we both want families and realize that we can't do that with each other. neither of us wants to come out. last night was angry and bad, i dont think there's any turning back. she hasn't called today and i don't know how to sleep without her. i have slept 15 hours in 4 days and haven't eaten much, but definetly smoked enough cigarettes to kill a small pig. what should i do to calm my mind enough to see what to do? is it really over? i know i have to let her cool off but do i have to let it go? i want to call her hear her voice.

it just ended so badly. i said and did bad things and now she thinks bad of me. i can't live with the that fact. i loved her the best i could and i wish i knew how she was feeling right now. i want to call or go over but i don't know if that will make it worse

just broke up last night and it feels like it's really over this time. we've been together for almost 2 years and it's been good. we're both women and we both want families and realize that we can't do that with each other. neither of us wants to come out. last night was angry and bad, i dont think there's any turning back. she hasn't called today and i don't know how to sleep without her. i haven't slept in 29 hours and haven't eaten, but definetly smoked enough cigarettes to kill a small pig. what should i do to calm my mind enough to see what to do? is it really over? i know i have to let her cool off but do i have to let it go?

i can't silence the thoughts of desperation. and that lonely bed looks cool and uninviting. and i just wonder if she feels the way i do. will this night be as unbearable for her. she's asked for the keys back and she packed all my stuff. there's very little left of my there. and there's very little left of me at all.

just broke up last night and it feels like it's really over this time. we've been together for almost 2 years and it's been good. we're both women and we both want families and realize that we can't do that with each other. neither of us wants to come out. last night was angry and bad, i dont think there's any turning back. she hasn't called today and i don't know how to sleep without her. i haven't slept in 29 hours and haven't eaten, but definetly smoked enough cigarettes to kill a small pig. what should i do to calm my mind enough to see what to do? is it really over? i know i have to let her cool off but do i have to let it go?

so much anger so much sadness

you're right i'm just too scared to call today. it's too fresh. i'm thinking maybe to give it a few days to chill?

thanks. but i said it all good and bad. i apologized for the things i said and did. i just wonder if she chose this trivial event as an excuse to end it? i think she needs space. doesn't distance make the heart grow fonder?

wish i could take back the words

help i need some advice

are you still there?

she said so and meant it this time, it was in her eyes. we never fought like that before. and she never asked for the keys back before.

i feel for you and i'm going through something just as . i was asked to give the keys back just tonight and i'm almost certain it is over.

does anyone have any advice