hazel

hey thanks for your replies, especially you nottogreen. but to be honest, nothing of note has ever hapenned in my life and so the only interesting things are in my head (sucide, romance etc). i do appreciate your thoughts but it the only thing that keeps me going is that one day it could change. and i know people will say "you have to help yourself first", "stop moaning" and i know i sound like a whiny little boy, but ....i guess i just want some comfort. i think i'll go cry in the corner.or laugh. i havent decided which yet.

hi, i dont want to sound rude but i can guess what the replies will be but anyway.... i'm 23, live with my parents, got a crap job, no friends, and best of all, am a virgin, never even kissed a girl. i'm painfully shy and have got nothing to live for. the only time i'm truly happy is when i'm alone and don't have to deal with anyone (which is very often) and am with the characters from my records, books etc. that's why when i kill myself its gonna be like that.

of course, i meant "impracticalities".

what would be your perfect way to go? mine would be slashing my wrists, then listening to "pink moon" by nick drake and reading some j.d. salinger or simon armitage at night in a park somewhere. n.b - i'd rather not think of the various practicalities of this situation.