Before starting i want to ask sorry for my english but it's bot my first lenguage and i will try my best.
So i'm a young girl and i'm still in "High School" but until now never had any type of relationships if not friendship.
I'm the nerd type of girl and everytime i'm automatically excluded from the parties, hang outs and fun with my classmates. So i'm not excatly the popular girl. The only good thing i have is my big group of friends that i hangout with almost every weekend. (In total we are 30 people)
Obviously we very rarely hangout all together but just some of us. We are a very quiet and "calm" group of people if not boring. We like simple things like going to a bar, playing bowling, stay at someone's home and this kind of things.
Obviously like in any group of friends we have the "beautiful friend" and in our group 5 of them are way out of our league and in fact they are like very popular in their school and they already had and have relathionships with girls/guys but many of us don't.
Until now everything is normal until a year ago a guy joined our group. D (that's his name) is a friend of one of our "beautiful friends" circle.
The first time i saw D for me was love at first sight. I mean i couldn't take my eyes off him. He always seems like one of those guys way out of our group of friends.
D is a very cool guy, always smiling, joking, sweet and very gorgeous. In fact all the 3 girls of the "beautiful friends circle" always tried to hit on him and lusts for him. (Not like the others weren't)
I tried to stalk him a little bit on the social medias but then knew that he don't use any social so i don't know very much of him.
The only thing that i know is his age and that he is extremely whealthy (but i falled in love with him before knowing that he was rich so money means nothing for me).
He's extremely fit and work out almost everyday and when we went on vacations with our group it was extremely difficult for all of us girls taking our eyes off him and his perfect body.
But now comes the issue: after a few months that he was hanging out with us i understood that he was pretty rich but didn't knew how much and recently i finally discovered how much his whealth is.
So a few weeks ago he invited some of us (the people that hangs out with him the most) to his house for his birthday party. We all accepted and made him all together a gift.
When he told us where his house was we all was shocked. His house is in the centre of the centre of our city and is a very exclusive neighboorhood. I mean only the richest people of my country have a house there so imagine our reaction.
When the day arrived i was wearing my new dress, i went to the hairdresser, nails done, shaved my body (i very rarely do it) and prepared for his birthday because i wanted to impress him and to say "hello gorgeous, i exist, i'm here too".
His "house" is a mega mension with a big garden, pool and another smaller house in the garden.
I mean he have BUTLERS in his mansion. It's one of those things that i only saw in the movies and never expected to be real but altought it is 100% real.
So the night went well, we all enjoyed, some of us were drunk (and this is a new thing for us) and it was like one of the best birthdays ever.
Obviously during the night i tried to talk to him, trying to "flirt" (but i'm not really sure about what i was doing because i was imitating the "beautiful friends" worlds and gestures) and he was there listening to me and talking with me but i'm worried that he was doing all of that just because he wanted to be kind and not because he have a real interest in me.
So i'm pretty obsessed with him ahahah but i'm full of fears to ask him out. I mean he is part of the "élite society" while i'm just a common nerd girl, he is so gorgeous and i'm a nerd, he is an extrovert and i'm an introvert. So i don't even know if for some miracles we would work together.
And the thing is that evrytime i try to talk with him i start getting anxious, saying stupid things and being almost paralyzed. He is super sweet and understand that i'm trying my best to have a normal talk with him and always makes me feel "normal" and treats me well but just like he acts with others.
So how i ask out this guy? How do i even approach this thing without being stupid and embarassed of myself? Advices please????
