jorge999

No, we live few kilometers apart.. I was scared to go out with her because of my weed addiction, i was out of my mind.

I think i'm into her. I don't think about anything else but her. When I was smoking weed, I was afraid to go out with her. I wasn't myself and I wanted to make the best impression on her. Unfortunately, it didn't work then..

Maybe it was less than 6 months, maybe 3.. I dont want to cause pain to her anymore. She's the one who's causing pain to me right now. After all, she has right to do it, after everything i did to her.

Hello, three years ago I met a wonderful girl. After some time we both fell in love. After two years of knowing each other, we've been out two ***ing times. She called me out countless times but I avoided it and always found some excuse why not. At that time I was smoking too much weed and mentally I was in total ***. She knew that I smoke weed, but she didn't know what problems it was causing me. By not being able to return the love from her side, I hurt her a lot and she suffered a lot because of me. We didn't hang out together for a long time, but we were in contact. We are having fun again and we have been out 6 times in the last six months. When we're out, it's hard to find a common topic and there's an awkward silence between us. But I am more than sure that she still loves me, she told me that aswel that she still loves me. Lately I have asked her several times to give me chance again, but I know that it is not easy for her and she has a problem believing my words, but I have changed. I haven't smoked weed for almost half a year and I'm starting to get back to normal. However, she is rightly afraid that I will be the same as before and hurt her again. I love her very much, but I don't know what to do. She keeps telling me that I should give it time, but I'm afraid that it won't work out between us. I have a feeling that she is repaying me for my behavior from the past. I would very much like to fix it and gain her trust back. Are there any relationship experts here who could help me? Thank you in advance for your answers and have a nice day.