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Thank you shysoul your words are very understanding

They do not allow me to date because they want me to focus on school. We do not have any culture for dating. And this is my first time getting a hickey

i am 16 and no i am not allowed to date but me and that boy were just talking and our feeling got involved and i talked to my mom about him and she was okay with it she was just disappointed that i had disrespected her with going out of my way to let him give me a hickey. yes i am involved in school activities and clubs and yes i do have friends, my relationship with my parents are good but their relationship is complicated.  

so recently i have been talking to this boy that my mom knew about. And she found out that i had a hickey on my neck and was very upset said very mean words to me. I have done something like this before in the past, when i went behind my parents back and did something wrong and i had to gain back their trust. And now this is my second mistake that i have made with having a hickey on my neck and i dont know how to regain my parents trust again. i feel very guilty and i really want to change so i cant stop making mistakes, and i want to learn to control my feelings. I am not a bad child i am top of my classes and im also graduation ready. i just think that there is something wrong with me

any advice?