storm_raya

Hi all..I'm nearly 40 he's mid 30s. Maybe that's a lie. He acted immature in some ways looking back. He was always After coming to mine very eagerly but dates was put off. I couldn't go to his house as he gave me some bs story He was with a mate because his ex had his house . And he wanted to respect his mate who sold dodgy goods . I think I listened and believed everything as I was desperate for love. To feel loved and not be hurt for once . I was drawn in by long romantic messages and going on dates. Something I never did with any of my last partners, they'd never even go out for meals, drinks, cinema nothing. So for all of that I was happy . He kept mentioning mental health probs when he forgot small details about me and I told my brain that's all it was. What a fool 💔

I met a guy who asked me for My number and gave me a story about his ex cheating on him. A few weeks later we met up. We got along amazing and had a good night. We met again the next week and I thought be honest tell him I am going through a divorce . He ran away crying. I ran after him. He text me later to say he was still interested as he had deep feelings for me. Texts were normal, everyday he text me, long poetic romance . I tried to meet up again and he kept saying he had no money what was weird as he had several jobs and was trying to buy a house . I eventually got him out, for 2 hours, i paid . He avoided talking about the elephant in the room since we last met and he left to see friends in another city. He later called me weird with mates laughing in the background saying if I'd gone out with a friend he was no longer mad. I was at home in bed. After then the romantic texts continued everyday .however I could not get to see him. Skint, but I'll be OK next week. Skint. Sick. Then suddenly he said he was going through trouble with his ex. I tried to contact him as I would a friend but he blocked me off. He eventually answered the phone the next day and we had a long normal chat . He'd already text me he loved me and he told me on the phone the same. He said it was hard as we couldn't properly be together anywhere due to his ex. I told him if everything was genuine and meant to be of be with him and waiting at the other side of his troubles . Since then he changed . No more morning texts. I got ghosted for 2 days and when he finally replied. With my texts on not read. (Whatsapp) it ignored everything I sent. And just said "good morning '. I called and he quickly whispered something down the phone then shut it off. I've no idea what he said. I'm still ghosted and all I can think of is he lied. He has a girlfriend ,or several. As my gut feeling kept joking and telling him from day one . I don't understand how he cried and had guts to tell me such a strong word to this for no reason He knows I've been hurt in past why do this to someone.