Hello, so last year I started dating this guy who happens to be in my chemistry major. We stayed together for 6 months, we even spent 2 weeks of summer together with his friends (male). Throughout summer, I realised that we were hugely different in so many aspects, and during our six months together, I tried breaking up like 4 times with him but every time we got back together. He didn't do anything really wrong, he is just too self-centered for me. I want someone in my life who is explicit about how they feel regularly. So I broke up with him mid August. We have to spend another year together, which I am dreading. Ok I am going to be honest to you guys, I have been living a hell in the past 2 weeks because I remember all our moments, still have so many memories with him and also I may still have feelings for him. It is as if my instinct is screaming to me that he is not the right guy but my heart won't let go so easily. Like I get really sad and jealous when he starts talking to girls and when he jokes around with his friends as if I never existed in his life.
I know that most of you guys will think I'm dumb, but I started this topic mainly because I'm pretty desperate emotionally, I feel lost about this break-up and don't know how to properly move on...
Do you have any advice ?
Please bear in mind I am hypersensitive so pls no hate comments,
Thanks
