Pooja44

My bf and me was working together, Divorce is not option open for us

We both are not happily married. My bf is younger than me by 7 years. We are in physical relationship since last 1 year. I have a doubt that he is having another affairs. He pays me intention in intervals. I don't trust him but I love him alot. I not able to separate from him because what I get from him and don't get from husband. Should I continue physical relationship with him?