I don't want revenge, if they stay together, that's her choice, but it should be her choice.
The past couple of months, he's make all of our decisions for us, which I allowed. And I do wonder if he had stayed away, maybe I wouldn't be considering it now.
I naively and stupidly believed we would be together, and that we were working out if we worked as a couple before he left, and then he was going to leave, with minimal damage.
I know, I'm going to have to accept everything that comes my way, and I more than deserve it. I do just as much damage to myself.
I do wonder how I would feel if he cheats again and I could have told her. She, if she wants to, could leave him and find someone who actually loves her.
No matter what I do, I feel like it's the wrong thing