I'm at a crossroads with my partner of 2 years. He seems to be a really good match for me BUT...
his behavior is inconsistent sometimes; specifically, he can be somewhat concerned about my well being but other times he is very self centered (to my detriment) so it's confusing.
he can be very pushy to the point of making me laugh or cry on things that I've tried to pace him like living together he does pull back a little and then before I know it I'm dealing with his pushiness again
I've figured out he is petrified of being alone and seems desperate to be coupled and living together but I'm not ready. As many times as I tell him I am not ready to look at homes together he continues to bring it up and it makes me very anxious and nervous (which I told him as well).
we both care for one another but I feel exhausted from dealing with him sometimes and also trying to figure out what to do...I'm exhausted and admit to not necessarily looking forward to seeing him and this has been going on for several months. I don't know if this is because I don't want to deal with his bad behavior or I don't care anymore? How do I know??
Do I lose him by breaking up and then regretting it?
