Kaleb285

I'm 32 years old. Never had a girlfriend or been in a relationship, but I have slept with escorts.

I often watch pornography videos where women have sex with tatted-up badboys, or young ***bois, and it makes me incredibly depressed and demoralised. I've started watching it as a humiliation ritual now, more than anything. How on earth am I ever meant to compete with men like this? I know people will say that it's just porn and not real life, but there's no point pretending women aren't aroused by men like this. And I'm not saying they shouldn't be either. I'm simply wondering where this leaves me? It's completely put me off trying to meet new women, because I know deep down that I cannot compare to these men.