This is extremely embarrassing to post... But I've never had an orgasm, and don't even know how it's supposed to feel like. I've gotten close with my boyfriend before, but I think he's gotten a bit exasperated trying to help me achieve it. So he suggested I should try to do it on my own, so that I could at least identify how an orgasm feels to me.
I've tried to achieve one just today, and stopped in the middle because more liquid-y fluid that normal came out of me and I am not sure if it's urine or not... This makes me even more afraid to reach orgasm, especially with my boyfriend.
Please help, how do you achieve orgasm? How do I know when I am close? How does it even feel like?
