me and my boyfriend of five or four months usually smoke together, things are usually fine and hes a sweet and amazing guy, im generally against pda and wont do anymore other than a hand hold or cheek kiss in public, hes the opposite.. There have been two times weve smoked, gone in pubic and hes just become intense and pushy, trying to kiss me and stuff and ill usually kiss his cheek and just push him away a bit. he starts getting aggressive and pushes me and starts shoving me to a wall or grabbing my arm or shoulder , kissing me and i just keep trying to move away, it just become scary and i never know what to do as its in public.
its not like hes assaulting me and going super far , its just that he becomes stronger than me and i realize how little i can do against it. lately it just made me feel gross, panic at the thought of sex now.
what do i do, is this an actual issue?
