lwatson1677

I've been thinking of that but then things get better and i want to stay with him, its just on and off constantly. I do want it to work out, so i just keep hoping it'll blow over and were just not used to each other yet but i'm not sure.

Exactly, its because hes in bad moods sometimes and wont tell me why, and i ask him if hes okay but he wont tell me why and so he turns it around on me and says im acting weird or says im always complaining. Then other days hes perfectly fine and all over me.

I just always want him to be okay and i put his feelings first bc it makes me feel better knowing that hes happy but its a struggle sometimes bc nothing is ever good enough for him. Ill definitely try to stand up for myself more and hope he understands my side.

Hes pointed out i struggle with eye contact, he always says i dont actually like him or im faking it, or im embarrassed of him etc. I try to reassure him hes overthinking but i can tell he doesnt believe me. If we get in an argument he always says "its always me right" which then makes me think its my fault and its me. Its getting better i guess.. but im still not at the point i wanna be.

A little over a week now, and we are both 16. I know i shouldnt worry so much given our age, but he already knows what hes doing and hes commented on things i do wrong. Im just not comfortable yet and i dont want to tell him that.

I just started dating this guy, and its honestly my first real relationship. But its not his first, hes been in a long serious relationship and my longest has never been more than a month, tops. I say real relationship because im taking it serious and in my previous ones i wasn't the best i was a bit younger and i kind of took it as a joke, im still young now but i actually like this guy, its just hes good at this and im not. We havent kissed yet because im too scared to screw it up ive dodged him twice already, this only started a week ago, but im scared hes gonna leave me because im not experienced enough and i feel like im bad at it. Im dreading having to even hook up with him because like i said he knows what hes doing and i dont. Im weird around him and i want to just be more comfortable, but idk how.