Hi all, this may be a long winded post and may not make any sense but to be honest I need a little help cause i`m not sure i`m doing things right and it`s making my life hell. This involves alot of spirtuality...Not sure if the forum or anyone knows about that here but lets give it a go.
So a few months ago me and they (Shall remain anonymous) matched on Tinder, We spoke and they forgot to message me, must`ve had a busy life at the time. No worries no bother there wasn`t anything at this stage and I wasn`t expecting anything to materalise.
October they came back and we hit it off and things moved to Instagram... Just to add we both iniated conversation and kept it going
We continued getting on really well until I popped up again and they was being a bit...off, They didn`t sound it but I felt it. I think I know the reason why because i`ve had this happen to me before, where as if someone likes you they act dismissive and off almost like they hate you or don`t wanna know you or don`t wanna confront their feelings. I also think they`re shy and haven`t been in this situation before.
Anyway now the games begin, Where do I even begin. Thinks it`s better if I list all what`s happened since October and now
They watch us on Instagram and a quick little test shows they`ve got our notifications on everytime I post on my stories.
Theres so many synchronicities and that`s before the numbers lol 🤣 for example the 10th of November was my mums birthday and I was thinking of posting a message to her on my stories, later that night they posted on there stories of their mum (I did post something earlier on then them and they hadn`t seen that yet)
Dreamt about carving pumpkins, woke up they posted on there stories carved pumpkins
The other day I posted a quote about missing something with the words `I miss you`, Next day they posted in tribute to someone who passed and in the message was `I miss you`
Theres also...I dunno what you would call these but very weird incidents for example I posted a photo of myself and i`m looking out into the distance (Halloween photo) in like a posed shot, 2 days later they posted a photo of themselves with the camera facing upwards of them looking out into the distance and I can`t help but think that little situation is trying to tell me something.
Others include I wore a ghost jumper in a video, Few days later they`re wearing a skeleton shirt (It`s the halloween theme that gets it for me)
This one I only thought of today but I posted a photo of me looking absolutely like a car crash after a halloween night out with a confused expression looking into the mirror, They posted a photo of themselves (Day/days later) and it`s very similar to mine, Phone in same hand, both wearing black, both got the same expression, both the same angle and both looking into the mirror.
What i`ve also come to notice is when I was posting all that ^ in like a 2 week window they was active and would post after me. Things have died down a bit now and I think it`s cause I can feel there energy, but to be honest I had nothing else to post and they rarely post either on stories or on Insta now. I get the feeling if I post a photo of myself they will come back and start being active again. I get the sense at this stage we was both trying to impress one another 🤣
This one bugs me alot is they posted on there insta stories pretty early on how a girl will eventually message them back but from there mates point of view...I have no idea if they was hinting at me or what.
We`ve got so many similarities...We share the same birth date 18, Even going as far as both having 8 in our Insta names, It seems we both like the colour black, We like the same things, We`ve both worked in schools, Support the same team. So somehow my technophobe brain has worked us out as being twin flames at this point.
Numbers...Oh my god theres so many numbers on the daily. I do look each of them up and I get the understanding to a degree but I can`t figure out what they`re trying to tell me. 4/44 and 8 are constant daily.
I`ve had an Squirrel visit me, I`ve had countless spiders but think they were visiting me for a different reason as they`ve now all scattled.
Haven`t had a dream of them yet...:(. But I`ve had many weird dreams, Snow laying on the ground which signifies new beginnings apparently, A dog sleeping on top of me and if I move it, it bares it`s teeth, A girl with blonde hair (Harley Quinn) and for some reason the colour purple is associated with that dream alot.
I also think I can feel there energy...Although find that hard too.
Same love songs over and over, Repeatedly see there name...There was even a news report the other day where they had 3 reporters for one 1 report and it was one male reporter with there name and the next was a woman with my name! I`m being told countless times of union, rebirth, reunion. I`m tuning into my intuition.
I`m just looking for some help because I feel as though i`m being given signs (numbers) but i`m not fully understanding what they mean or trying to tell me. I`m not looking to step forward and initate messaging first just yet because I would like to avoid adding anything to my embarrassing memory bank and let it haunt me for the rest of my life.
Are these many situations enough to say yeah theres something there and they will keep popping up until you get the blooming message. I do understand the concept of patience and waiting and so but I would just like some understand and clarity of these angel numbers. I have the feeling we`re in sync and we`re mirroring each other...alot
Any...Any help at all is welcomed
