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It's not about me wanting him to want me in a way that he doesn't. I'm not playing wifey I don't want to be anybody's wife I've never wanted to be married. Even though he never said he didn't want me in that way. He said he didn't want to be in a relationship not that he didn't want me specifically there is a difference. And yeah I know you are going to say he just doesn't want me in that way. Because it's just not possible that perhaps he just doesn't want to be in a relationship with anyone. Anyway I'm not saying that diabetics can't take care of themselves that's not what I'm saying. He works a lot the work is very physical and sometimes he complains about being in pain. If I were settling for scraps I wouldn't be talking to another guy who wants to be in a relationship with me.

I helped him clean a little because his house was messy. I guess maybe I feel empathy because he's a diabetic but I know I probably shouldn't be so nice.

Yeah, but we had sex and I'm just talking to the new guy. We haven't actually met in person yet. He said he's a hopeless romantic and wants a relationship. So I'm not really sure what I want with him but I think I'll meet him in person.

I called him on Halloween and apologized he said things happen we talked he asked me to come over. He told me he wasn't lying about not wanting to and not having time to date. And that he hasn't had sex with anyone else. So I saw him again last week, but I am currently talking to a new guy.

Yes, I was wrong for going off on him like I did. But I did leave a voicemail apologizing for that. How do you know he will never accept me as a true friend? Just because we had sex doesn't mean we can't be friends. I've had sex with another guy and he and I are friends. I don't get why people think that changes things. There are people who have slept together and are friends. Sleeping with someone doesn't automatically mean you can't be friends.

Before he and I had sex he hadn't dated in a long time. And he wasn't going to use a condom with me. But I had some and suggested it.

He did talk to me when I called him about the accident he kept saying everything would be fine. And as long as I was ok. I really hate how things ended up being between us. Because talking to him is comforting when I'm having a difficult time. Like he could have told me all he wanted was sex from the start because he didn't want to date. I would have been ok being friends with benefits. I wish I could tell him how I felt in person about everything with the accident and just things in general.

Why are people telling me it's a bad idea? And constantly making assumptions about what will happen? How do they know what will happen? When they don't even know the guy personally?

You think I don't understand that all he wanted was sex? You're assuming that I want him to want more. Just because I'm saying I'd like to talk to him doesn't mean I want him to want more. I know him talking to me today doesn't mean he wants more. He was being nice to me even after I went off on him and I appreciate that. He could have told me to f*** off after the things I said to him.

Who says he wouldn't have sex with me again? He let me leave my sex stuff at his place. Which is what I'm going to go pick up.

You can call me desperate if you want that's your opinion that doesn't make it true. I told him thanks for talking to me and he said no problem. If he thought I was desperate he wouldn't have answered the phone.

I just want to apologize to him in person for going off on him. And I want to tell him that I appreciate him for listening to me even though I was rude to him. And that I would like for us to talk from time to time not everyday. But maybe once a week just see how each of us is doing. I talk to other men but I would like for us to continue talking. I like talking to him and once he told me he enjoyed my company. So I don't see why we can't talk on the phone once a week.

Who said I didn't tell my family? You're just assuming that I didn't because I called him. I did actually tell my family. I called him because I wanted to talk to him about it. Why is wanting to talk to him a bad thing?

Seek out sympathy on his side? I was upset and I needed someone to talk to. What's wrong with calling someone after being in an accident? I'm honestly surprised he even answered after I called him a liar and all kinds of things. How does friendship require a commitment?

That wasn't the first time he told me he was too busy. He had told me this once before and he still let me come over. I'm not sure why him saying this has to be a lie. Why is it not possible that he just doesn't have the time or energy to date right now? Before we dated he hadn't been on a date in a long time. But I'm not saying that it means he'll want to date me later.