hi. i'm gabby, and i'm 15.
i met someone online in 2019, we've been together for almost three years. for the time that we've been together, he's been being verbally abusive, manipulative, called me many names, blocked people out of my life, over-sexualizes me, and used how much i think i love him to his advantage, eventually "video call raping/virtually sexually abusing me". he has all my information (mom's passwords, that i did not give him, my emails, IP addresses of my house and my grandparents, full name, address, etc.) and he's a year older than me.
i met someone very better and he's going to, i don't know, give me assurance and confidence to leave this ***ty thing i wouldn't even describe a relationship.
he calls me pretty, cute, says he has the biggest crush on me, all that. and i said i like him too, just to wait until the situation i'm in is over.
i feel overly guilty, i haven't said anything sexual or romantic to the guy other than that ^^^
we get along great, but i feel there's something i can't describe; a nauseating feeling i would almost describe as worry and guilt, but it exceeds that.
please give me as much info as you're willing to to a. escape this and b. tell me if i'm, y' know, a cheater.
