I am 23 she is 21. We had only been dating for about 4 months which I understand isn’t a long time, but she had told me I was someone she could see herself marrying, had talked about kids with me and living with me, wanting to see me everyday etc. She had planned this trip well after we were already official which I said in a previous reply if these were preexisting plans it would have been a completely different story. And she did not make me feel important to her prior to this. I’ll spare every last detail but she had eye surgery at one point, in which I took care of her everyday for roughly two weeks. I did eye drops for her roughly 10 times a day, I made food for her, picked up food for her helped her get dressed go to the bathroom etc., very shortly after I did all of this for her I had a tremendously bad day at work, and asked her if we could hangout when I was done. After I got off work I called her, and she asked if we could hangout the next day because she had to do laundry and take a shower. This was at 8:30 pm, while she did nothing during the day but sleep. That also hurt my feelings very deeply