RyanFromSF

You have a point there... maybe I’m just blinded. I need to move on but i can’t get over it. I’m having a difficult time... and idk how to talk to new people and get in a new relationship. I’m extremely introverted about approaching women for some reason. I’ve always been like that and i hate it 😞

Yeah I’m hurting pretty bad and it’s gonna take a while to heal yet again. I think she just likes playing games with me but she’s a really nice girl i don’t even think she has these sort of intentions... yet she does them so idk. I tried blocking her but i got desperate and added her again but now i completely deleted her phone number etc but I’m not gonna block her until she adds me back and we can talk about this if necessary. We broke up on good terms, i never cheated on her she never cheated on me. I don’t even think she was with anyone else since me tbh she never told me that she had another man. Or maybe she did and she didn’t want to hurt me lol. All of this is a huge mess and i hope we can someone communicate again. I think it’s because i text her too quick and i get antsy when she doesn’t respond back right away. I really need to learn how to not do that otherwise it’ll just keep happening over and over again *sigh*

Hello everyone. I’m in a deep state of emotional pain right now, because well my ex started talking to me a bit before Christmas. We called on the phone like almost every day that week. She said she dreamt about me about our past. Whenever she drove by my old house (i moved away) she told me that she thinks about me. I think she’s just using me honestly, i miss her pretty badly and i haven’t had any relationships until her. Then she ***ing blocked me on Christmas Day. Why would she do it again? We talked about why we broke up, and it felt kind good getting that out of our chests. Why would she wait so long (2+ Years) to come back in my life just to block me again? I’m practically done with her at this point and I’m not sure why she went out of her way to put this bull*** on me yet again. Why would she waste her time to talk about the past if she clearly has some reason to block me yet again. Is it out of attention? Was it just to check up on me? I need some clarity here so i can try moving on and healing. I don’t want to think about her anymore but she’s in my head randomly and then i break down because i don’t know how to properly process my heartbreak since she was my first gf and I’m 25 a bit she’s older than 21. I thought she changed as she’s getting her life back together like she moved out of her parents and is now doing doordash, and baby sitting part time. No idea why she opened up to me like this if she was just gonna throw me under the bus. This *** sucks and I’m thinking of getting some therapy again...