Hi, I need help as too many thoughts are running through my mind.
I met someone online and we instantly hit it off, constant communications, things moved fast. She lives in the US and I in the UK.
After a horrible breakup with my ex, I explained to her that I find it hard to trust again etc, this was until I met her, she changed everything, we became a couple having a long distance relationship with plans being made for us to be together.
Everything was amazing, we was both so happy, constant communications, videos etc, making plans, via video I met her daughter, she met my daughters.
She would tell me how much she misses me, likes me, wants me and we started to make plans for when we meet and speak of what we want in yhe future.
Anyway, I did something stupid, my children came to live with me for a while and I pulled back in my communication due to so much happening at home, this, in her words broke her and all she wanted was me, I worked so hard to show how sorry I was, how much she means to me amd to show my love for her and her daughter,she let me back in but was very hot and cold, as soon as she got close to me again or said things that indicated she still wants me, wants us she then pulls away, everything was going great again, and things were different but getting nack to how it was, I told her I will always fight for her and wait for ever how long it takes for her, she never said no, she said she loves that I am doing all this for her, I sent her flowers and gifts and she always loved them, she even loved that I sent her a photo of me, then now she decided to block me and won't speak to me, she says she needs some space as having issues in her life, and not ready for a relationship, this has truly broken me and I don't know where I stand, when she did actually reply to me she didn't once say she doesn't care or want me, nor did she say she did, she said what will be will be. She showed me she wanted us but pulls away, let me fall in love and now I can't do anything, contact her and I'm not allowed to send her or her daughter treats.