Hi all,
I come here once again asking for your help, after my breakup, which I posted about before and you helped me a lot, I started working on myself, going to therapy and overall improving myself and loving myself, last 2 weeks I felt like never before, but yesterday, I was feeling so good, at the top of the mountain, I called my ex out of impulse, I thought that the call would not go trough because she would have me blocked, but I was surprised that she actually picked up, we had a good talk, updating each other, and then the call ended, after the call I was feeling awesome, I felt that finally I let go and I was on my way to a brighter future, then later that day, I got stuck in the city she lives due to rain and traffic, I tried to call her for some suggestion on where I could go to be safe during the night since I was stuck in the middle of nowhere, well this time she blocked me, I ended going to the nearest hotel and paid an expensive price, while I was there, the sadness started to come back to me, and today that I was finally able to come back to my house, I felt really bad, like all the thoughts that I had before when the breakup happened, came back rushing and it hurts really bad, so I want to know how to deal with these feelings, I know I still love her, but also I accepted that we are no longer together, I just don't know why I'm feeling again like this, I feel like all the progress I made is gone, and I'm back at square one.
Any tips on how to handle these feelings? Or, is feeling like this is "natural/expected"?
Thanks in advance for the help.
