Lilifab86

Thank you all for your advice you are telling me everything my brain is telling me... I'll give time for my heart to realise what he has done. I'm strong and I'll be OK but I will speak to him in person as I have to get this feelings out regardless of what he has to say

Hi. I have been seeing this guy for 7 months now. From the beginning he was/is very keen, he is everything I always wanted and more... I was cautious of not going to fast to quick but the a couple of months ago I couldn't but just accept that I'm absolutely in love with this guy. Everything is (was?) great, we have met each others parents and extended family, we had conversations about our goals in the future and what we want from this relationship. Unfortunately yesterday at his family's barbecue dinner I was part of a conversation between the women of the party, they talk about how hard is not to feel insecure when their partners follow insta models and how they made them feel, some of said it was normal and one of them asked me if my boyfriend followed any, I said I guess I don't know. That planted the seed and today I checked his phone. Something I have never done in my life and was proud of... I found a DM for a girl with a seat insta name. I opened it and started by him saying hi 'Mary' (not really her name) How are you darling? She said. Good thanks He. I want to meet you darling She reply. I'm away on holiday (and sent pictures of her on the plain) He said. Ok darling I understand. This really broke my heart. ( the date was when I was away for a week with work) A part of me says that is not that incriminating. The other is absolutely shattered. I want to talk to him about it but it will make me look bad as I checked his phone. I don't know what to do