So I have been with my partner for 6 years now. I don’t know if this matters but we never formally dated, we just kind of moved together and that was that. In the beginning things were great. We went out places, he spent time with my family and we just had good times. Since the pandemic he has changed. This could be because of depression, seeing as how he has not work since being laid off. He anxiety makes it hard for him to even leave the house anymore. We never go out anymore and he doesn’t make me feel special.
He always so negative nitpicking at me. Everything I do annoys him and constantly telling me that I’m too loud when I speak. I don’t think so but okay. One time, I didn’t do the dishes properly and there was left over oil on one them, he went on rant about it and then took his finger, wiped it in the oil and wipe it on my face. That probably was my breaking point.
So now I can feel myself slowly starting to retreat from him. I use to do special little things for him, like buy his favourite snacks or grab takeout even make meals, but don’t want to anymore because it upsets him that spent money or he tell me if he wanted something he can get it himself/cook his own food. I feel like getting mix singles from him. Like he really nice to me when I have had a bad day or he wants sexi time, but most other times it’s like have to walk on eggshells around him.
I think the reason for this post is to tell someone how I have been feeling. That all thanks for listening.
