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I am 22 years old and have been dating the same girl for the past 3 years. We had a very special relationship for the first 2 and a half years but recently it went down hill. She broke it off with me about two weeks ago and I was completely devestated.
For the past 8 or 9 months I had been neglecting our relationship and it became just a routine. I didn't do the special things that I did in the past, became more lazy about things and just drove her out of love with me. Its really hard because I know that it was my fault for this and if I would of changed earlier I know that we would still be together. She says she is ready to move on, and I don't blame her. Now looking back I see how I was a jerk and didn't care for her like she deserves. I miss her in my life tremendously, and its not becuase I am lonely or need a companion, its because I truly thought she was my soul mate, I sincerly thought that we were meant to be. I did take the begging route these past few days in trying everything just to let her know that I can change to the man she fell in love with. I just want to show her that I can change and love her completely and unconditionally. I respect her decision and I do understand what she is going through, but I can't sit here idle and think that things will be reconciled. I just love her too much. I have had so much trouble even contemplating moving on right now. She means everything to me and I would truly appreciate any advice on how to help our love blossom again. At one time she wanted to marry me now she wants nothing to do with me. Thankyou
Same old reduntant story
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I appreciate your advice and see how this isn't a thing that will happen overnight. I just wish it would, becuase I will be her prince charming.