coldmoon

week 8

It will get better, i'm gonna try to break my previous NC record. I do have a bit trouble falling asleep though.

week 3

I miss my ex, especially when i wake up or before i go to bed i think about him and feel sad. However, I will try not to break NC this time.

Day 5 after reaching almost 3 Months of NC.....

I fell some squares back but not to square 1. Feeling not too bad though.

2 Months

Still hope to hear from him, i miss him so much. Days are awfully long now.

day 5

Yep, back to day 5 again.... Last time lasted 11 days. This time time flies by very quickly. Hitting the gym every single day now beside working fulltime. I have been blocked on some platform, but not all. I really hope he will contact me after at some point. Luckely i'm not crying so much anymore.

Day 3,

I broke NC at day 3 this week, but reached day 3 after that again. Now going to try not to break NC. I really hope he will contact me:icon_sad:

Day 1, hope he will reach out to me this week. Trying to distract myself for the time being.

Day 2, day was long...

blocked by ex, day 1 starts. Feeling hopeless, but i caused it myself.

Day 1,

Being ignored hurt as *****

Broke **** NC,

Had a nice chat and see how things will go.

Day 25,

Trying to focus on my exams.

Im glad i didnt broke NC so far.

Day 22,

I miss him but i need to keep going and force myself to do stuff.

Started NC again, day 16 now.

I ***** last meeting.

Trying to keep myself busy, hope he will forgive me and contact me again.

Broke NC, it´s alright now

Broke NC gonna restart again but feeling so much better. There is something going on but i need to wait it out, misconception. Atleast i got my appetit back.

Day 5,

Days are slow and i miss him so much but i need to stay strong!

Day 4, I'm about to double post so much now lol. Hope it's allowed.

Anyway, i try to get some distraction every day a bit. I still check my phone sometimes to check for messages. I think he will message me at some point.

Day 3, dreamed about my ex but woke up in terrible pain.

Day 2, missing him alot and thinking how I can be less emotional

Day 1, it´s gonna be a long Journey

Out of NC, the ignoring was a misconception. Going well between me and ex:surprise:

Nc day 1. There we go again. I hate being ignored.

i broke NC, had some nice communication with ex today, will see how things go.

Nc day 1, ex was negative. I feel worthless