cruze105

wow you guys are quick and give awesome advice. i have decided to talk to her friday when she comes over my house because stuff like that i like see one on one confrontation. This is one of my longest relationships. And it seems like every girl i start seeing seems to fall in love with me so quick. This is how i feel: one side of my head wants to be single see other people go clubbing, etc, then on other side of my head i actually dont want to lose her cuz she was good to me. and i know if we break up she will not let go. Cuz she keeps saying that i was the best thing that ever happened to her. But it also seems to she doesnt like herself, cuz she keeps saying she is fat and etc, when she aint. she just has a big ol butt and thick thighs other than she is skinny. ill guess ill have to see what happens when i see her friday.

okay i have been dating this girl for almost a year now, well june 12 will be a year. Well a couple of days ago she mentioned to me about marriage and getting engaged. She realllyyyyyy loves me and guess in her mind she sees us together. She wants to get engaged now and get married 2 or 3 years later. I dont know what to do. i told her i will not see marriage or getting engaged until 25 or 26(i just turned 21)(she is 20). Last night we talked on the phone and i told that i think i needed to have some space and she asked me what was wrong and i told her that i didnt get the feelings like i use to when i first met her. (she started crying like we were breaking up) She said that i was definantly the one for her and she can see herself with me for the rest of her life. She says that i make her happy. I do love this girl, i guess its that i miss the single life, and i wanna be free again. I wanna be sure she is the one for me. I think i am too young to see being engaged or whatever at this point. She said she would wait as long as it takes for us to be together. I dont wanna hurt her cuz she has been hurt lots of times in her previous relationships. But i just dont feel the same like when i first met her. I told her i wanted to space and she said okay but that i had to call her everyday and see her at least 2 times a week. I know that if I actually do break up with her, that i will eventually come running back to her like her ex-bfs. Someone help! ](*,)