Thanks for replying. I know that I am to blame and I was responsible enough to tell them, but it still does not help quill the anger that rages inside of me. I wish I could take everything back, but that is not an option. I know that we have to live with the choices that we make. At least what I can do is talk about it, and avoid any other stupid acts perpetuated by myself. I wish there was some way that I can convince a potential employer that I am worth the risk that I have honesty and integrity. No one, meaning employers, wants to listen, or cares.
The one act of stupidity has cost my identity, my wife(she wants me out of the house), and my career. If there is anything, at least I still have the appreciation of being alive. Everything else is relative.