hurtinheart

I briefly responded to a text she sent me 15 days ago. So I guess that reset my clock. Makes me mad!! Broke up around 70 days now.

Celebrating day 47. Fun, fun.

Spent the day riding (real) rollercoasters solo. Still can't get this depressive mess off my mind. Wish this heaviness would lift.

grrrrr I just broke NC after 14 days. Stupid stupid stupid stupid.

Well, look at the bright side, you reminded the rest of us the futility of it.

You'll be ok. Just DON'T do it again.

Enjoying day 41 here.

Day 40

Still feeling kRaZy. Nothing I can do though. Just got to keep moving forward.

Day 35

Did a 4 hour drive today round trip. Had a rough time being inside my head that long. Fluctuating between playing every thing over, questioning why, and getting resentful. Some way to spend my vacation.

Day 34.

Keep movin' forward!!

Day 22.

Don't want to contact her...but still feeling a little KrAzY. I guess still processing the whole thing.