throwaway13

Why? Why did you have to come back just as I had a chance to be happy? Why do you hate me when I forgave you for everything? I treated you like I wanted to be treated. I loved you as I wanted to be loved. You made me believe I could love and be loved again. Now it seems as if my heart is hardened and I can never let anyone in again

I should have left you on the curb I kicked you to last March. If I'd known you were going to hurt my daughter I'd have never let you near her.

I'm feeling better now that I've stopped peeking in on your Facebook. I'm actually proud of myself instead of ashamed. I should have stopped in November when I made the right decision to end things.

Sweet dreams, my beautiful angel.

I'm going to therapy next month. I'm going to pay someone to help get you out of my heart.

I'm sorry for the calls and texts yesterday. Your silence was loud and clear. I'm moving on now. No more Facebook peeking, no more hope for reconciliation. Good luck if you decide to reconcile with your ex hubby. My ignorance will be bliss.

I promised you I was going to let you be after a long, heartfelt e-mail. If you want me, come find me.