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I guess technically day 3 since there was short texting sun and mon about logistics. he is texting me today about some other admin type stuff but i'm just ignoring. not easy.

Day 3. Been doing really well but had a bit of a meltdown last night. Went out for a friend's bday and drank way too much. Ended up yelling at my last friend to leave and getting stuck at a bar alone. Don't remember much but I got home in cab alone somehow. Was really upset when I got back and weirdly ate part of my wedding cake which was in the freezer(supposed to be for our 1 year anniversary which happened recently after he left). Pretty shameful but I think just a blip as I have otherwise been pretty happy.

day 2...had to reply to a text about the apt yesterday, but was brief and did not say anything personal

I'm starting today. We had a long talk this weekend in which I told him that I don't want anymore negative interactions between us, and for now I am not going to talk to him at all. He was sad, but ok with it. I am worried that he'll try to contact me because he wants me to sign separation papers and wants it to be notarized...but I'm just going to wait and see.