Notagoodninja

I just want to say I love you and, you made me really happy. I wish I could be everything you dreamt of. I just wanted your dreams to come true. I love you so much.

TO my newest ex

I miss you so much youre the greatest friend

I am putting distance because of whats going on and the emotions involved

But I will come here to write and get my mind off of it

I am so sad that you don't want to be with me and that you are jealous over my friends

you saw how much I changed and yet you don't trust me still you wont give me a chance and it makes me really sad

I really love you, I am in love with you, I wish I could be with you forever I am happy with you

you want space so that's what I am giving you and I have to just focus on me but it crushes me and youre not stupid you know it does crush me

you know I love you now and you know I want to be with you, I don't know what more I can do

To ex 1....................you're a good for nothing loser who will fail in this new relationship like you always have before...you will always have grass is greener syndrome...I will NEVER take you back, every day makes me hate you more honestly...I despise you...

not only that, the longer I am apart from you the less attractive you are to be and the more flaws become clearer that I missed before because of my rose colored glasses

You are not cute at ALL, oh my gos$ i can do so much better

If I miss you it's little stuff like watching movies, it has nothing to do with YOU

I don't miss YOU---you were not cute or sweet you were never loving you were not kind you gave me nothing you did NOTHING

you are a SELFISH heartless man! I cannot stand you!

To ex 2

Im so confused, i should have seen all the signs, i did at first then became blinded

I love you kinda, at least as a friend because you were a good man, whereas a lot of men are so bad

Anyway...............hope you learn to stop using others

to abusive ex:

hey, that is really sweet of u to send me what you did, knowing ive moved on xx i appreciate it. i am putting this into the universe to send u some good vibes, i cannot contact u i will not break no contact

thank you dear xxxx

lol ^ bumblebee that's kinda how I feel right now too! it's hard when u get rejected its like- wait- i ADORE u tho! even tho you're some screwed up flawed human i adore you...

hit the gym it makes u feel more sane

Also I learned so much about myself this time around...

I learned that my gut is right, that I should trust myself, I learned how smart and brilliant I am as horrible and prideful as that sounds..I was right from the beginning! I am so wise! that means I am getting old LOL

I learned thru your hate of kids that matched my own, that I suddenly changed and I think I do want more kids now, it's very weird. But meeting someone who hated kids as much as I did just made me realize how crazy I sounded!!! And now I think I do want kids. I just want a simple family to be happy with.

To the abusive ex..................

Listen, I know I hurt you and I am sorry, and I am sorry for making fun of you and talking crap to my friends. I got hurt too, and I remember how painful it is. But I can't forget babes, how badly you hurt me, how you destroyed me, you abused me!!! You expect me to just forget it and I cannot. I feel like you hexed me with your stupid voodoo crap

I hope you're happy with it if you did.

When you're away from someone so long, you do remember the good things and I do appreciate the good things you did, believe me. I do not love you anymore, I am not in love with you anymore though

But thank you for loving me even though you know I moved on, thank you for sharing songs with me even though you know I dated other men. I appreciate your willingness to love knowing these things. I appreciate that you never discarded me when I gained weight from my surgery n crap thanks W

To last ex, I love you unconditionally. Too bad you thought I was some kind of controlling person or something! I let you have more freedom than any girl would, BELIEVE ME, I let you get away with murder pretty much. I wanted you to be happy. I knew you kept slipping away from me

Hey, you, I love you It's ok we didn't work out. Because real love means, you want the other person to be happy

Unlike how I hated my mean ex so much and wanted him MISERABLE..................................................................................................................................................................

I love your heart, I want you happy

He was evil, I want him miserable...capish?

Ps....I love you...Un............

To NOT the abusive ex lol

I miss you and I think about you every second but I am not a girl who really gives second chances

And I am never going to be sloppy seconds either

I kind of smile to myself a little knowing how dumb you are, for real...I mean dumb.........that's the truth

I was perfect for you!! But you made your bed & now you have to lie in it. And I.............................................go on love.

I wrote you an email tonight saying I moved on.

I guess it is my sadistic side, I wanted to hurt you and crush you and make you wonder before I ever had to..you know exactly what I meant and why I said what I did..

I hope it hurts you to the CORE and leaves your heart racing

I hope you cry and scream I hope you are as bitter as you tried to make me all of these years

I hope you wonder every night...who is she going to sleep with? Who is she with now? Who will she date? Who will be her boyfriend? Who will marry her one day? Will she have kids- with who?

I hope my face haunts you for the rest of your miserable life!

I hate you with every fiber of my being...

I just hope you get punished in this life...

Feeling extra hateful towards you ...lol...

You were such a jerk I can't believe I stayed for so long I am so happy to be rid of you!

Wow talk about progress...

Today I saw you drive by, which is weird cause you live on the OTHER side of town so I have no clue why you were on my side. But it was your car for sure, and not sure if you saw me or not, but I THINK you could have possibly since your car suddenly ZOOMED by very quickly.

Well I thought about it about 1 min, and then I got caught up in the gym, in my friends, and life. and then like 10 hours had past and I realized...I had not even thought of you, I did not wonder or care who you were with or anything at all.

This is almost as long as we've ever gone...............in a few weeks it will be the longest..............i know you're furious at me judging by the crap you're talking about and posting with your friends.....

I hate you.

It's been a long time now and I am very proud of myself for staying away from you. The more I stay away from you the more I hate you!

I hate you for all you put me through

I hate it that my finances and life and sleep are all wacked out because of you

I hope you never find love or happiness I hope you live alone and miserable with your own self

I hate you

Today I did something like a big girl, I took your little hand written letters and I literally ripped them up an flushed them down the toilet

Because that is how Much I think of you

i do not respect or love you whatsoever

there are NO memories of you only sheer pure hatred towards you

I re-read our last instant messages, it always makes me so sickened and hate you even more lol!! i cannot believe what a low life sack of ...

SCUM you are!

I hope you wind up with some nasty tattooed white trash trailer trash like you deserve! you can truly lord over her like you want! find someone not good enough!

So my emotions always waver but today I just hate you...

I don't ever want to forget the hell you put me through!

you are a HORRIBLE person you USED me and hurt me and abused me...I seriously hate your guts...

You know what I needed from you and never gave it to me,

you were a HORRIBLE partner...NO help at ALL.......

I seriously hate you and I hope God gives you all the revenge HE can for me....

I used to pray for my love to come back, now I pray for karmic justice.

LOL me too did that last night

I heard this line one time 'bout tryin' to save the world

But have you ever tried to save yourself

A wide-eye suicide drive remains a fake

As if you'd ever, ever go and make that same mistake

Strung out as the night comes crawling

Your halo of thorns is falling

Blood runs cold, I feel it in my bones

But you don't know your time is up

And blood runs cold

Somebody somewhere is screamin' out the words

But do they ever really ease the pain

I guess what I'm trying to say is whose life is it anyway

Because livin', livin' is the best revenge you can play

This fall from grace

I see your face, it's over

Blood runs cold, I feel it in my bones

But you don't know your time is up

And blood runs cold

From you love was kind

Resolved, left scarred and blind

Wasted and naked in the wings

Denying twist of fate

Demanding heaven's gate

Lying in wait above the wind

Strung out as the night comes crawling

Your halo of thorns is falling

Blood runs cold, I feel it in my bones

But you don't know your time is up

And blood runs cold

Blood runs cold

Blood runs cold

When you go to the store, you will think of me and the things we bought together

When you go see a movie, you will miss holding my hand and sharing pretzel bites and hot dogs

I always gave you a bigger piece of mine

When you hear every love song on the radio ...you will think of me

I will be a sting in your soul forever

I will be a scar forever

I am the woman in the movies the guy fights for...the love he never forgets...the girl he cannot ever replace

You will live your days in sorrow and anguish

You will miss the way I loved you

You will miss the way I held you

You will miss the gifts I gave you

We will never watch a lightning storm again...

We will never turn down the AC so that we have an excuse to cuddle under the comforter

You will never find someone like me, you will visit my grave if I die before you

You will put flowers on it

Do you cry for me? Do you bottle the tears? Do you collect them? Do you regret hurting me, and ultimately losing me

You predicted your own self fulfilling prophecy

Do you miss my nicknames for you?

Every song that comes on the radio, makes you think of me

And I haunt your dreams, and I will always haunt you forever

do you remember the young happy girl in her 20s that you met at first?

Do you remember how I was so confident, so happy, so cheerful, so youthful and vibrant

You stole my youth from me...

I know you will never ever change. And for this, I do not have hope or miss you.

You did not dry the tears from my eyes, you caused the tears to fall....

Honestly it is ok, in this life perhaps we have many loves...and we lose and we win and we lose

And it was not in my destiny for us to be

But a large chunk of my life was

we danced 7 years

You lost your Sweet Pea forever...but you took your turn and you did your dance with me.

Every day gets happier & happier

im having so much fun just talking to my friends that it gets easier and easier to forget about you!

the only thing that upsets me is, if I don't get a bf one day before you get a gf...that would not be fair cuz you are such a horrible man

I hate you!

wow...I am not looking at your boards anymore dude, you are SUCH a jerk....you did everything the whole 7 years to please yourself and you think you can post sappy love songs ab0ut me and that i will come back yet you are such a loser socio path D^^^ that you do whatever the heck you want anyway all the very things i had grown to despise you for

i seriously do hate you for what you posted today and am not breaking contact more than ever

i am SO HAPPY i dumped your loser self! you are SO undeserving of my devotion! you definitely do NOT deserve a girl like me who has a heart when you CLEARLY DO NOT

dont post about how unhappy your life is and how you cant get me out of your head when you do all the very things ive asked you not to do then blatantly talk about all of it

it does not impress me

you may impress yourself, but you definitely do NOT impress ME

i hope the next time you see me- a year from now- two years- i hope i have a boyfriend so you can die slowly inside knowing he made me a million times happier than you ever could

this will be my last post to you ex, lol

i dont even wanna think u live on this planet

out of sight...out of mind