AstrallyMundan

I can't read over it without crying XD, I have too much emotional baggage I'm trying to let dissipate, but it keeps on stacking up, and I don't know how much weight my heart can bear.

I wrote this in the Fall of 2009 when I was wicked depressed over still not having romantic love in my life, despite feeling an undeniable longing to love from within, I felt as if the cosmos was working to keep love out of my life, because all it's ever been in my life so far is cruel irony, *shrug*, so a strand of haiku written off of the top of my head while crying miserably made me feel better at the time, I don't like to edit something from the heart x_x

My sweet dilemma,

forsaken by Earthly love,

stolen by the moon.

Jealous asteroids

sweep me into their orbit,

a cosmic embrace.

Eyes that see anew,

tell me that I shall find you,

a star I'd pursue.

My sweet gift, my curse,

your gravity I'd orbit,

if they'd just allow.

So stranded I lay,

wandering this lost planet,

circling it's beloved.

For too long I've cried,

aching to be found by you,

and from space I gleam.

*sigh*, I watch the stars,

glancing at sullen beacons,

their light shared with all.

I shine just for you,

in your arms, I'll find respite,

but distance cripples.

I picture you, there,

my essential winter plight

lingers with the breeze.

Oh, how love eludes,

loneliness broods when you pass,

inaccessible.