Taven

I should have said goodbye the first time around I wanted too, you'd have barely been a blip on my radar that way. You're a coward of a man to just ignore me like I don't exist, even with a heartfelt goodbye. I hope I don't get a response now, I hope I never hear from you or of you again.

Man tonight is rough, I f***ing missing you so much it hurts, oh god what I would do to have you back. I hope you miss me too, I wonder if you think about me, and if you long to cuddle me.

I love you, plain and simple.

Desperately wanted to post in here earlier, now I have no desire to say anything to him ... *sigh* maybe a good thing in disguise.

I love you so much, it crushes me you can't find it in yourself to start something serious with me, and although you told me not to wait, I can't help but feeling that's all I'm doing with every passing hour ugh I really love you so much.

I'm seeing things clearer now, you really did use me, I wonder if anything you said was real. I just want you to want me, like you actually give a cr**

Would normally be with you tonight, I wonder if you miss me. Just burnt anything that reminds me of you, restaurent bills, train tickets ect. Sometimes I feel like you'll be easy to move on from and then other times like now it feels like it's going to be a hard long road.

Do you miss me? Not long ago you held me in your arms and smiled at me with your eyes, how could that have meant nothing. You say you 'can't do a relationship, but everything points to you not giving a **** about me.I don't know if I'll move on from this anytime soon, sure hope I do. Just want you to miss me, told me noone else made you feel like I did, still your little one.

You're a prize pr***

You're going on your date today, say it doesn't mean anything to you but it does me. I wonder if when you hold him it feels the seem, you were so besotted with me, the way you looked into my eye, I just don't understand how you can want someone else now

Miss the life I had with you, made me feel so secure in such a short space of time and said all the right things. Just amazes me how it switche dovernight .. well I shouldn't be surprised. I hope I get over you soon and meet someone else

Was doing so well and he text so I broke contact, to be fair we only broke up yesterday and this time last week everything was seemingly OK.

Why can't I tell him never to call me again? I'm scared he won't ever call me again, I don't want him too in a way, but I can't tell him not too.