Imissher

You know Dave... before I tried your methods I would not have believed a word you said.

I tried to fix things with my ex for 3-4 weeks until I just had to stop because things were not working.

After trying your method of NC, she was the one who came to me after a couple weeks of NC. Now we've been back together for 2 months.

Thanks a lot my friend. Great advice.

Day 12

Feeling pretty good today. Been spending a lot of time with my friends. That really helps.

I have received a letter from my uncle in München, and he would like me to come live near the family in Germany for a while. I have so much life ahead of me, and I am trying not to focus on this short time in my life.

Day 10

I feel good, very good. I am lonely still, and want to fix this. That has not changed, but my attitude has changed a lot. I am a young man (18), and if we are not meant for each other then hopefully that means I am meant for something better.

Again I still love her and am lonely, but the hurt is not nearly as bad.

Day 7

It's hard today. I love her, and miss her. I received a text from her (yesterday) basically telling me she feels bad. I don't know what to think about it. I want to contact her badly, but I wonder if breaking NC would be a bad thing.

She still has not said she officially wants to fix things, so as for now I am keeping on NC. Yesterday was her birthday and this time last year we were so happy together. I was holding her in my arms.

I'm hurting, but trying to carry on. Wish me luck..

Day 6

It's her birthday today which makes it hard on me. Her last birthday was so great. We were together so much, went and got new tattoos together.

I have continued to not contact her even on her birthday. I got her no card, no gift, no calling, emails, texts, ect.

I got a text from her a little bit ago though. It just said ''I'm just a piece of sh!t *** (my name)''. Still I have not responded to this. I think she is hurting, but I do not really know. Until I hear more feedback from her, or a clear sign, then I will not contact her.

Day 4

I'm hurting pretty dang bad today. I miss this lady a lot more today than I did yesterday. I just woke up (because I work midnights), and I have vivid dreams of going out to Kansas to see my girl.

I know I can't do this though. Also what makes it harder is, her birthday is Jan 1st. I'm going to attempt to go NC on her birthday as well...

I believe it is Day 3..

I'm feeling a lot better. I'm just trying to fill my time, and do things to keep my mind occupied. I'm still hoping we get back together, because I have dated around, and I really do love this girl.

However, its all on her now. I'm waiting for a little contact myself. Her birthday is in a few days. Do you think I should send her a happy birthday text, or anything?

She contacted me today. I believe it is still best for me to go NC.

I will now be starting this. Dezember 27 16.15

Day 1 - Feeling pretty good, but lonely.