ljp

Officially Day 1. I really need to be able to do this. He actually helped by sending me a not so nice email yesterday. I don't know that I've ever not responded to an email like that from him. I'm sure he expects me to respond, so right now my goal is not to respond and show him that I really have changed. Because I really have. He's the one who hasn't.

I am so terrible at this. Starting over yet again.

And I am back. we were doing the friends thing. We were getting along really well and talking more and more. Then I forced a conversation about it. I should have left it alone. He just wants to be friends. I'm clearly not ready for that yet. Back to NC for me.

Jenn, is it three wekks/months from breakup or from start of NC that are the humps?