she broke up with me a month ago because she wanted space from me to figure out what she wanted. She also thought that i didnt appreciate her enough, and didnt show her how much i loved her. She always contacted me every 2 or 3 days for the first 3 weeks until we were speaking on msn one night.
i let slip that i hadnt been tested for an std, she asked me in the first 3 days if i had been and i said yes, i lied to her once 3 years ago. she says she is so disappointed in me right now and doesnt want to speak to me.
i have now been tested and waiting for results to which i will tell her. apart from that its been NC for a week now. im getting worse too think im starting to have panic attacks and im crying over looseing her every day now since i slipped up.
i dont even think i have a chance to get her back but im doing NC as a road to trying to recover but its very bumpy for me. would you think she still thinks of me or is just so annoyed with me for lying. in time i hope she sees that i wasnt such a bad person and misses me.
thinking of sending a birthday card in a month just saying "hope you have a good day" then leave it.
do you think any couple could bounce back from this? she holds this type of thing so high.
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she broke up with me a month ago because she wanted space from me to figure out what she wanted. She also thought that i didnt appreciate her enough, and didnt show her how much i loved her. She always contacted me every 2 or 3 days for the first 3 weeks until we were speaking on msn one night.
i let slip that i hadnt been tested for an std, she asked me in the first 3 days if i had been and i said yes, i lied to her once 3 years ago. she says she is so disappointed in me right now and doesnt want to speak to me.
i have now been tested and waiting for results to which i will tell her. apart from that its been NC for a week now. im getting worse too think im starting to have panic attacks and im crying over looseing her every day now since i slipped up.
i dont even think i have a chance to get her back but im doing NC as a road to trying to recover but its very bumpy for me. would you think she still thinks of me or is just so annoyed with me for lying. in time i hope she sees that i wasnt such a bad person and misses me.
thinking of sending a birthday card in a month just saying "hope you have a good day" then leave it.
do you think any couple could bounce back from this? she holds this type of thing so high.
i as ment to be moving in with her today