nic2463

Day 42

 

I still miss her, and think about her a lot.

 

I also was thinking why I think about a person so much when we last spoke she said, "I am seeing someone else and I am happier than when I was with you" thats harsh, and just plain hurtful. Even if this were true for me I would never tell someone that. Especially someone I had been with for five years.

 

Why I ask? She was always so sweet and kind and happy. She never said a hurtful thing to me. We had a couple arguments in our time, but nothing was EVER said that came remotely close to that. From me or her.

 

I feel like the person I was with has been replaced by someone I never met. It really is a sad thing to experience.

Christ i must have been going out with your exs twin sister,had exactly the same thing,5 years,no problems etc and now shes happier with the new fella.

Its all so scary that we dont know the girls we dated for all those years

ex called today after a month of n/c regarding some pets.She was quiet sharp.Ended up feeling crap afterwards and wished she hadnt called.

Day one of the deadly n/c.......Feeling good