Satanist_666

i dunno...i guess i'm scared to tell others because they'll judge me even more than b4.I'm in a band and its goin great.They're all like me.we all rap and stuff but i dunno...i guess i just don't feel like i belong here.i'd rather b dead than here.

But heres the thing i am already in counseling.I tried commiting suicide and i cut my wrists open.u no why?cause i was a reject of society!i was dissed in school,had rocks thrown at me and u know what my teachers did?nothin.some even laughed at it.

but thats it!i wanna tell them but i'm afraid thats what they might do!and i love my cult and gang and bf!

I'm 14 but what happenes if they find that i'm in a cult,a gang and tat i drink my bfs blood and he drinks mine??

Ok heres an update:

I'm a Satanist.But my parents don't know yet but they've heard the rumors from other people about me.Whenever they hear the rumors they just say i'm not a Satanist.How do i break it to them that i am without scaring them??I'm also a vampire.I love blood so much!how am i supposed to tell them that without them sending me to a mental institute???

Help please!