Xavier

good question. guess i'm not ready to really open up about it yet. thanks for the posts. x

yeah i guess.

i'm not 'with ' him at all ... i'm terrble at expressing myself. sorry.

i don't want to mess up a marriage, i'm not someone any man would leave his wife over, anyway, it's just a private thing that i don''t know how to fix.

i'm in a rut too

i'm too much of a realist to meke something out of it that doesn't exsist.

i guess i just kinda feel like there isn't anyone that will feel like that for me. meh. boo hoo me. thanks for your replies tho, guess i just feel like another dumbars ein the crowd.

i guess.

((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))

what happens if i'm not ready to let go of this?

what happens when you fall in love with a man that says he has already fallen in love and married his fantasy woman already? no one knows about my feelings. i say it doesn't bother me, but i think it is, otherwise i wouldn't post somethin here.