Hylozoist

sorry, haven't been on due to some business, buuut happy to say the results came back negative.

in a word: RELIEF!

I dont, but you know there's posters and everyone says to so I thought why not. I didn't really begin thinking about it until I was at the doctor's office.

I almost feel like i'm overreacting.

Ok, I'm 23 and I just got tested and waiting for the results (will find out on Wednesday). I dont have much of a sexual history (2 partners) but I had unprotected sex with the last girl (little over a year ago). Not smart at all

Also adding that this is the first time i've gone for tested, so yeah, I'm quite a bit nervous. I'm trying to find ways to pass the time but it's seriously on my mind and I can't shake it off. I hate thinking of the fact that because of a slipup in judgment I might die early.

I know even if i'm positive it isn't the end of the world. I just needed a place to go to talk. I hope this is it..