I need help

Hello fallback guy,

We are so sorry for your loss. I know that you are in tremendous amount of pain right now. Please take care of yourself and keep in mind that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Stay strong! I hope that these dark clouds will be over soon for you,

{{{{{fallback guy}}}}}}} Hugs.

THanks guys,

He is with his new love. He is a wonderful person, we made a mistake of falling in love but due to some circumstances(culture) we could not be together. That is why it hurts so much.

Hello All,

First of all I want to thank you all for helping us during this tough times.

It has been a while since I have posted on this form. I was doing better but this is one of those evening when you can not breathe.

yes I am missing him so badly, I want to see him, I want to talk to him. I try so hard to be strong but this moment is tough. Why those memories do not leave me alone. Why his face is always there. Oh God this pain...... . I know. It seems like there will no one like him on this world. It seems like This emptiness will never go away.

My best wishes are with you my love. I will never forget you.....never.

Thanks so much you guys for your kind words. I am feeling much better today. Friday evening was one of those evening when you can't just shake those feelings off, no matter how much you try.

I have been doing meditation, yoga, working out at gym, keeping myself busy at work, but i can not stop idealizing him, he seems like most important person on this earth. Everyday, every morning, every night i think about him

Hello all,

It has been a while, i am doing better than before but i am having very hard time this evening. I miss him so much. He is long gone, he is with his new love and i will never have him back. i miss him, i love him and i will always love him.

I am so frustrated with myself that why can't i let him go?

Why can't i forget him. i want to hold him so badly. I want to see him. i want to let him know that i love him so much.

Why i act like this? how can i stop obsessing about him, how?? someone please tell me. i know all the right things, But why God made me so emotional, why? Why?

It is a beutiful evening, nice brezze, with sweet smell of spring flowers.

Yet I am sad very sad... I miss him, I want to see him, i want to hold him. i have this choking feeling and heart is aching so badly. His memories haunt me day and night.

I wanted to call him and tell him how much i miss him. But how foolish that would be when i know he is with someone else. He would not care.

How can you miss someone so much when you know they are gone..... Do they ever miss you? How can you love some one so much? What would one do when they do all the right remedies yet nothing seem to work.

What would one do when they go to gym hoping that endorphin would help and after the work out there is nothing but unstoppbale tears with deep sighs..

I lmiss you my love, I love you and you have no idea some one has shed so many tears for you. You will never know that.

I wish you good luck, I wish you happiness, I wish your new relationship lasts forever.

Hello notanymore,

I feel your pain. I am going through the same thing, It is like hell. I hear you. So please try to understand that you are not alone. I know the feeling of going throhg this overwhelming pain.

we all have these horrible days when nothing works. And i feel the same way you are feeling that noone can never understand my pain. And i blame myself for being so sensitive.

Everyday is a struggle. I often wonder too what did i do to deserve this pain.

Please take care of yourself and cry if you want to cry, please let it out and you deserve better. She is not the right person for you. Do you want to marry a person who you know are cheating already, i guess not so it is better to get heartbroken now that letter.

I hope it helps. I myself are going though hell. please hang in there.

But seeing him with some one else just rips my heart apart.

Starfall, Thanks for the hug, i really appreciate it.

I am just going though so much just my soul is hurt... very bad

Same old story, nothing new still going through this horrible pain, it is not getting any better..

I miss him so much, I hate myself for being a sensitive person. I wish i was emotionally stronger.

It hurts so bad...

He is very happy with his new love

I am slowly dying everyday..Yes it is another form of death.

I want to hate him but more i try more I love him...

and more i want him

I want to forget everything about him, but i can not.

Everything is sad around me...........

And i wonder if he ever thinks about me?

Currently i am listening to sad songs with lot of tears.....Sorry i have nothing but pain....

My lost love:

I cry everyday, everynight. Mornings are even worst. My love even though you are not around but I see you everywhere, i hear your voice everwhere, When i close my eyes i see Your geougeous eyes and face.

My love, you have chosen to be with someone else but i still miss you. I wish i could show you my heart how much i miss you. Every moment is like a year. My love You will never know someone cried so many tears for you, someone has spent hundereds of sleepless nights missing you. Someone is still praying for you.. that is true. From my heart I am praying for you.

I love you and i miss you, i can not forget you. I wonder if you ever think about me?

Oh God please take away this pain that is all i want, nothing more

BoBo i absolutely agree with you, I don't think i will ever forget him. i will learn to live without him but Gosh i love this guy so much.

Hello everyone,

Thanks for your help and support. I had a really bad day yesterday, and got a lot of encoragement here, thanks!!!

Last night i had a dream about my ex and i saw him very happy with his new love. In that dream i noticed hatred in his eyes when he looked at me as I saw them leaving(they were holding each other's hands).

I am crying as I am typing here. Today is bad again. I want to forget him but i can not. I work out, i read, i do all the good things but still it is not helping that much. I can not stop idealizing him.

I am just tired of this continous heartache.

Once again i want to thank you for your kind words, it really helps.

Why I miss Him so mcuh when i know he has already moved on so soon.

Why i miss his love when i know he is loving some one else more prettier than me.

why I want him back when i know he will never be mine.

Why i still love him when i know he is gone.

Why I am such a weak person. Why i can't be strong like him?

Why??????

My first love, I miss you, I love you so much. I will never forget you.

Please God help me. Please. i can not take this pain anymore.

Hello,

I have lost my love about couple weeks ago and he is seeing another woman already. It hurts so bad. it seems like whole universe is happy except you.

Thanks a lot big fat mess, I just started posting it today so at the moment i am feeling better. But every day is different. I can not even sleep well. Every day i pray that no one shoud go throgh this pain.

My problem is I am very sensitive person and I hate it.

Hello there,

I am sorry that you had a bad day like me. I am so sad too i have been crying on and off all day long. i miss my lost love a lot too. life seems so unhappy. I think death could not be more painful than this. I am new here just post a thread this morning.

But please take care of yourself. You are not alone.

I have no idea why heart does not listen to brain. That is the reason memories stay still fresh, no matter how much we want to forget everything.

I am having a bad day too. I have been crying on and off so badly. It hurts so bad.

i know that is so hard brain tells you one thing but heart is not ready to listen. Even memories haunt you everyday. No matter how much others tell you but sometimes nothing seems to work.

I myself having a really bad day today. I am looking for every excuse to cry.

Yes he moved on so quick. That is what makes me so sad. I heard he is very happy with his new love.

I have a lot to say but some how i am not in a mood today to go into details, besides it takes a while for me to get comfortable sharing my feeligs. Today is my first day here anyways.

I think my pain broght me here. It is good to know that i am not alone here.

THanks a lot almostfamous!!!

I tried to smile and felt little better.

I am a person who has hard time to share her sorrows with someone thereforeee i usually do not discuss my feeling with anyone.

i am hoping being on this forum will help me, though. Today is my first day on this forum.

Thanks for the hug i needed it big time.

Thanks a lot littlemiss 26!!!

your words means a lot to me. you have no idea how much i need it right now. Today is one of those days when pain is so intense and you can not go on.

I am so sorry.

Thanks You for your support.

I don't know what to do, this pain is unbearable. I miss everything about him. I do not know why i got so attached to him. This is the worst time of my life.

Once again thanks for your support.

Hello everyone,

I was deeply in love with someone, he was my first love, and the relationship ended about couple weeks ago . It hurts so bad. I have never been in such a pain before, everything in this world remind me of him. Sad thing is he is with someone else now. Please some one help me how can i forget about him? I idealize him too much. I want to write a lot but i am in tears and want to cry so i will write more later.

i am so sorry that you are hurting. I am going thorogh something very similar too. It hurts so bad. Please take care of yourself.