fonz

today is a new day

thanx for your reply.

i hope things go well today

i know it must be common

but i am really need of someone to talk to about it

on accident i was using a bottle opener to open a beer, i usually drink with my brother, sometimes on the weekends

i used the wrong blade to open the beer and cut my finger. for some reason it felt soothing to see myslef being cut

buzzed... i then went in to my own room with the same pocket knife and cut my self worse...i dont know what to think of it. i didnt want to cut myself deep enought for suicide...but just enough for it to hurt and scar...in one night i cut myself 6 times...only one of the cuts being somewhat deep

im kind scared...is this just phase? i truly hope so