cecilymajors

I’m not sure what bothers me so much. We’re just really young, I understand the consequences of even “club drugs for fun” and it just freaks me out a lot. When it’s even mentioned I feel sick to my stomach and so overwhelmed that it feels like a panic attack. They’re just scary to me and I can’t understand someone I care about so much just recklessly doing them. I do smoke weed only when I’m anxious or sick, but that’s all I’ve ever tried in my life. Outside of this issue everything else is perfect.

No, I knew she did them in her past for fun. She hadn’t done them in a year and made it clear to me she moved on from it when we started dating, so like I said I was under the impression I wouldn’t have to worry about it.

So I’ve been dating this girl for about 6 months now and I really like her and care for her a lot, she’s like the perfect match for me, except for one drawback. Before covid and before we dated she had a history of going out to clubs with her friends (we both just turned 20 so, young, you know) and she liked to get wasted and do drugs with them. We were just casual friends back then so I knew she did it but months later we reconnected and starting dating and I was under the impression she didn’t like drugs and stuff anymore. But recently shes told me of her plans to meet up with frie