Have you considered maybe you have ADHD or anything else? It never hurts to check, but i will say unless its so severe that it constantly causes YOU issues in work, personal, etc. dont let them throw you on medication. Thats of course IF you have ADHD or similar. Otherwise, just know that everyone learns and works at their own pace and those people have no reason to judge you for the way you process and handle information. Eventually youll get the hang of it just like anyone else. Doesnt make you dumb and it sure as heck shouldnt make you demotivated :))) Hey you got this dont worry..