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  1. Our parents think we should stay friends, and I don't know if that is the right decision. I know I want it to be, but I'm just not sure.
  2. My boyfriend confessed that he has feelings for another girl at school. We went 5 days trying to figure out what to do, and I obviously did not want to let go, so I let him choose who he wanted. He still could'nt decide, so I decided to just break up with him because I could'nt deal with the stress anymore. Now 3 days have passed, and I still continue to text him, call him, and wish for him to come back to me. He was my first love, and I'm not easily just going to give up. The girl likes him back, but I have a feeling they won't work out, because she smokes, drinks, and is kind of "trashy", which I know he's not (or wasn't very attracted to.) I have not been able to eat. At all. I throw up when I brush my teeth, when I drink water, and when I barely move from any position. I find it hard to get out of bed, and I have not done any homework since this all happened. My first instinct is telling me that I am anxious and depressed, but I can't help but think maybe I really am sick. My heart rate is in the 120's constantly, my body feels empty, my hands are numb and shaking, I am cold for apparently no reason, and I have a low grade fever. Him and I had the type of relationship that everyone admired, and my family was proud of me for finding a God loving young man who treated me right. We lost our virginities to eachother, and his mother believed that we really had true teenage love. I don't know what to do. I know he loves me, but he must not be IN love with me... I need help.
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